If you sense toxicity in the intial stage, that poison will most likely spread within the system, if not rapidly, gradually, it will be contagious, it isn't visible to the eye but you will fucking feel it, you will shed tears as it kills you inside, it is no different to an inevitable process of death, there is no prevention or cure, only continuation. A battle with no surrender or victory. No act of relinquishment. Nobody wins. An unfortunate one way ticket, a pass you will use. Because that's your fucking destination. You will let it take you at your weakest.
